Was just looking up the word 'jammies' and came across this: What's everyone doing tonight? < salty75 > I'm going to get Karval CO bi horney housewifes into my jammies and then I have and a half hours of TV watching ahead of me. Project Runway (I missed it last night) The Simpsons hour break (who am I kidding, I'll find something) Then the NBC "Must TV" lineup. Mostly for and ER. I'm ordering my Thursday night special. A pizza from -'s with pepperoni, extra mozzeralla, garlic and mushrooms and a coke. And we wonder why I'm still single. https://

yes, it's hard to explain and strange to live through. well i had a serious, loving relationship with a very. (still the most relationship of my life, which turned into a close friendship. it really hurt to tell him that i wanted to pursue women now). and when you move in circles, you don't hear a lot of nice things about bisexuals. i felt like my sexual confusion had been resolved, and that i now had a clear-cut identity. it actually felt like a relief. and the first time in my life, sex was a part of it. i grew up very virginal. i also thought that no woman would want to be involved with a who had slept with men. it wasn't out of the blue. i always had some attractions to women. but because i identified as, i felt that i shouldn't pursue them. i thought that my desires would go away over time, but instead they began to grow. eventually, despite my very limited experience with women, i decided that i had to pursue my feelings. now i've been dating women for awhile, have been having a great time, and am enjoying the best sex of my life. still don't know what to tell women about my life. still have an affinity with the queer world that i never go away. i guess i identify as bisexual, but i'm avoiding labels right now. seriously, one reason why i thought that i was was that i had received a *very* negative view of bisexuality, especially male bisexuality, from just about everyone: straight women, straight men, men, etc.